Protect our Sharks – Put an End to Shark Fin Soup
2Unlike my usual musings, this one comes to you from a different place. Recently, I came across footage shot by Gordon Ramsay, famed chief and reality star cook, regarding his experiences with Shark Fin Soup. This came to me as a bit of a shock, as personally I haven’t really seen much in the way of conservation for this particular cause. But I was interested and had to learn more.
Watching the video was nothing short of nauseating. Emotions thrashed about as wildly as the video of sharks being dismembered for less than 5% of their body–the fins (dorsal and pectoral) and tail. For what? For a soup, which in the words of Ramsay tastes like nothing at all. Below is the video:
When we look back into our past, there was a time when America’s did unthinkable things in the name of food and food processing. In the 1906, Upton Sinclair wrote The Jungle which depicts the unspeakable cruelty that existed in at that time, the meat packing industry. And from that and other muckrackers, we saw reforms in our laws and standards to recognize the cruelty it was to inflict such pain and waste on creatures all in the name of food.
Fast forward a century and modern day China is facing an economic revolution. Thousands upon thousands of people are being ejected into the economic stratosphere and into the middle and upper middle classes. Wealth is running rampant as China expands and grows and becomes a leader in industry and economy among other things. Chinese cuisine among others have always been known for their meticulous use of all parts of an animal–mostly to do with the need to not let anything go to waste. So why I ask is it the case that for what many Chinese would consider the Emperors dish that dates back to the Ming and Sung dynasty’s and is still considered to be a symbol of wealth and status among current generations who are being taught that to eat this is to be regal and elite. Who else would spend in upwards of $200 per bowl (in my opinion a crazy person)!
But the issue is out there, and it’s one of the more brutal and in my opinion ranks up there with the slaughter of elephants for their ivory. We must, as a species, recognize that if we aren’t going to use the rest of the animal and if the soup is nothing more than a status symbol, we must act and put bans on their import and export. We must sanction countries that continue to condone these activities and put trade limits to countries that ignore the humanity that is being left to the wayside. For a person to consume a bowel of shark fin soup, a little part of your humanity is sold along with that soup.
I urge people to write their state representatives and urge them to pass legislation that bans the import of shark fins. We might have a monumental battle forcing other countries to fall in line, but we can, we must, do this at home. There is no reason why we should participate in this type of cruelty and inhumanity. If we can demonstrate to the world that we stand strong and united in this cause, maybe others will take pause and do the same. We must set the example and let others know that cruelty in the name of food is just one line that we do not cross.
Currently the states that are passing or have passed legislation are 4: California, Hawaii, Oregon, and Washington . Personally I’d like to see Illinois there as well, but there is NO reason why all the states in the union can’t adopt similar measures. Do what’s right and take action and let our generation join the past generations in making a difference in the name of humanity and civility.
Do we need the TSA now 10 years Post-9/11?
0There’s an interesting post by Republican John Mica (R-Florida), one of the original creators of the Transportation Security Agency (TSA), as to whether this should be an on-going agency or whether or not it should be privatized and the agency disbanded.
First let me say that I’m not supporter of the TSA by any stretch of the imagination. Yes, I do believe that the activities of 9/11 are certainly this generations equivalent of Pearl Harbor and the senseless loss of lives, both during the terrorist act as well as the continued loss of American lives as we fight both the Iraq and Afghanistan theatre’s, are a travesty and injustice.
But looking back at the agency’s track record, has the agency withstood the test of time and delivered to thwart further activities that would otherwise take American lives through the use of our skyways? The TSA has a checkered history, marred by allegations of theft, invasion of privacy, groping, disorderly conduct and behavior. But through all of these things, if we can say at the end of the day that we have indeed thwarted the would be activities of terrorists I would argue that the agency has continued value and validity.
I will take a look at my most recent trip to San Francisco from Chicago’s O’Hare international airport. What were the TSA agents doing to thwart those activities? Let me take a head count. There were several agents supervising other agents. There were agents who were taking the bins from one end of the conveyor belt and rudely pushing people around to put them back at the front. There was at least one agent at each X-Ray machine and at least 2 agents for each body scanner. All in all, I ask the question, couldn’t the agency do more with less? For example, do people need to have someone take the bins and move them back to the front, or couldn’t an automated contraption be put into place that did that? Or better yet, couldn’t the conveyor belts themselves be made up of bins that just went around and around and you just put your stuff in them and moved on? Couldn’t you make more of the monitoring done remotely and have less man-power? I would venture a guess that the manpower is what is costing the agency the billions of dollars each year and even the lowest paid TSA agent I would venture to guess they are making at least 40k/yearly–just to move bins around? Also for all they put people through, you’d think the would work better on their customer facing services to improve their appearence to the public and to start using the public as an advocate instead of the continued nuiscance that people see them as?
Nonetheless, America must remain vigilant and not rest on our laurels that the attacks on 9/11 were an isolated incident. America is now more than ever a target for people in this world who do not agree with our way of life and the freedoms that we take for granted, and to that we must respond in kind by taking all necessary precautions to protect ourselves and our future generations. We must ask ourselves though, can the job of the TSA be done better, so that we have a smoother process through our nation’s airports while at the same time not sacrificing the safety that we have come to expect post-9/11.
9/11 – Never Forget
0A long time family friend of our family the Coutsouridis’s have amazing musical talent. Their son Christopher has served his country as a member of the Marine’s and in this 9/11 tribute plays the drums. Just a lovely touching song from the heart. We’ll never forget.
Project Hapkido: On track for the Yellow
0Tonight was my third night of Hapkido and I have to say so far I am just loving it. At first I was a bit concerned, due to the initial cost, that I wasn’t going to be spending a full hour doing something, but after the third day, I am quite glad actually that there are breaks throughout the hour as those short periods of burst really do get you working!
But all that hard work is playing off. The practicing at home and working to stretch out these tired tight ligaments is going to pay off, and this October when the belt testing occurs, I am going to go ahead and test for my first advancement to a Yellow Belt.
I have to admit, I am completely surprised how natural a lot of these forms do feel, and while I don’t want to say anything that would suggest something close to an asian cliche that all asians know martial arts–well the truth is this asian definitely feels very comfortable with it so far!
Some of the muscle memory is a bit daunting still. My hands and my feet don’t always cooperate for me in the ways that my brain thinks and tells me I should be moving. Looking at all the people around me, they must laught (heck I’m laughing!) at some of the movements that are coming out of me, but nonetheless, things are moving along well.
I think for now, we’ll stick to the Monday, Wednesday, Friday schedule and see how that goes. My initial thoughts were to consider doing Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday, but I guess it’s going to take a bit of experimentation and testing to figure out the right combination.
Well more posts to come. I have to say already I’m feeling more fit, more confident, and certainly a better sense of balance having started down this path. Hopefully as the experience comes, this will take on a whole new dimension!
Project Hapkido: A New Journey Begins
0As many of my friends know, I have quit the game of World of Warcraft and have been off of WoW for nearly 2 months now. How do I feel about this–liberating, really. The amount of time that I have in a given day is just astonishing and the pace of life has returned to normal as I don’t find myself rushing to get into a raid, or feeling left behind the pack trying to do all my dailies and other game “maintenance”.
But that move has left me with a 30 hour CRATER in my week that needs to be filled with something. Anything! There are so many things out there that I’ve been looking at getting back into and starting, I just had to find something that I could dig into and stick with.
One of the exciting things about WoW that I really enjoyed and was probably one of the reasons why I kept with the game for so long as the idea of mastery. Figuring out boss encounters, gearing, strategies, and general guild management type activities really gave me a sense of working towards mastery. Now I’m not saying that my work doesn’t give me the same satisfaction, but outside of work, I’m finding myself in a situation where I don’t have a mastery to work towards. Sure I could work really hard and learn the Japanese language (still a work in progress) but at a point you would hope your fluent in the language and one has to ask do you want to learn the language to an absolute mastery at that point? Probably not. What about Ruby on Rails? This is another work in progress, but reminds me a lot of my current work and therefore I’m not entirely sure I want to commit that much time to it just yet as the time outside of work is precious and I’m looking for that one right activity to dig into.
Awhile back, I would say probably 2 years ago, we started looking at Martial Arts. Martial Arts have always interested me in both the discipline and inner strength that it provided. We looked at Tae Kwan Do and Karate, but really neither seemed to catch my interest. They were centered around more power and show with tournaments and other activities that really in my opinion promote individual gains through winning and crushing your opponent rather than looking at the art as a battle against yourself and finding wins and gains deep inside.
Bring Hapkido. Honestly this came as an accident as I was recently looking at Ninjitsu and was almost ready to execute a move on taking classes in that martial art. I never heard of Hapkido. I’ve heard of Akido and many of the forms and essence seems to be similar, but also in addition to the forms a lot of the attacks and other forms have more resemblance in Tae Kwan Do. I went to an introductory session and spoke with the grand master who ran the school and after the discussion and a demonstration and watching a full class I was hooked.
Tonight was my first night at Hapkido. I’m going to try and chronical this journey as personally I am thinking that this is going to be a very important chapter in my life. Tonight was really to get familiarized with the basic discipline and order. Now in my day to day work, I would consider myself disciplined, but what I quickly realized was that given my position I didn’t have as much discipline as I thought I had! Surprising really. Also the weakling inside me came out in full force as quick lessons were causing me to sweat beyond all reason and tonight I’m flat out on the sofa with muscles soar in ways and area’s that I didn’t know existed.
But this won’t stop me, not one bit! Tomorrow I’ll head back and the next day, etc etc, working towards a mastery. What’s really exciting is that this mastery isn’t just about the moves, but it’s about the discipline involved, the precision, the inner focus and will power to keep going and to make this something really pivotal in my life. To connect the mind and body and spirit in a simple way may just be the fix I need to finally put a kick to that WoW can.
What’s the goal here? My eventual goal is to reach a First Dan black belt. If and when I get there I’ll look at taking it to the next levels after that, but right now a First Dan seems to be a high enough goal to keep me busy for the foreseeable future.
Let the games being!
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Video-On-Demand Overload
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I’ve been a long proponent to Internet TV over traditional Cable services for many reasons. Obviously cost is the major point here, as many cable services charge you an arm and a leg and additionally there isn’t the ability to pick and choose which programing stations you want to subscribe to as the Cable companies seem to think they have a better way to tell you what you want to watch and pre-bundle these stations.
2 years back we made the conscious decision to say, “NO MORE!” and we disconnected our Cable service and left our broadband internet. We moved to the strategy of using Netflix’s OnDemand service along with Hulu+ as our way to get programming. And by and large that has worked out really well.
But things have changed. The Internet TV landscape has changed. Now you have new players like Amazon who offers both paid Video OnDemand services where you can buy your movies and stream them to your Internet TV devices, but also if you sign up for Amazon Prime, you get a host of shows that you can stream for free, very similar to Netflix OnDemand. Additionally you have services like Crackle that offers their own programming and video’s and now Epix comes into the fold with a host of new offerings.
Needless to say as a consumer, we are getting Video OnDemand overload with all these choices. Gone are the days where you could go to your local Blockbuster’s and knew that they would have the movies you wanted. Now if you want Video OnDemand, your movie may be on any one or number of the aforementioned. What this means is that you end up having to subscribe to a number of these services, and as a result your price per month dramatically goes up.
Ideally I would like to think that there should be three vendors, streaming videos, streaming video purchases, and streaming TV. For example, if we distilled these players down to Hulu+, Netflix, and Amazon, and each had their own nitche, then as a consumer, we would be able to pick and choose which type of streaming we wanted verses picking and choosing based on what content each is licensed to distribute. This could quickly spiral into a worse situation where you could potentially have hundreds of stations each with their own variant of content offerings and your either at the mercy of subscribing to each or picking up a cable service that will bundle it for you.
Personally I’m a bit disappointed that we’ve seen the landscape change like this. On the one hand you could argue that competition is good and will fuel better services, but I have yet to see that happen. There have been many who have criticized Amazon for saying they have a certain number of movies, but most of them are movies that we would never watch so what would be the point in having tens of thousands of crappy titles? On the other hand you have services like Hulu+ who are in talks to be bought or sold, and are having problems with content providers either branching off into their own select nitche (take A&E and CBS as an example) and folks like Netflix who could be under pressure in the upcoming years to not be able to resign their content providers at cheap rates which would mean as a consumer your likely to face higher prices.
Tomb of the Unknowns during Hurricane Irene
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The Tomb of the Unknown solider has a closer spot in my heart. Mainly because I heard about it through my childhood, but more importantly it was one of the fondest memories that my late grandfather, George J. Koch Sr served at during his tours in the Army.
The memory that this place holds is the belief that no one is left behind or forgotten. When we hear in the news that we have lost soldier’s in either the Iraq or Afgan conflicts, we sometimes forget that many who are lost do not have families or loved ones remembering their lost and keeping their memories alive in stories and tales.
An in memory of the time and duty that each of these men and women have served the Army has posted an old guard in Arlington’s National Cemetery every second of every day for the last 63 years. This epitomizes the belief that no one is lost or forgot, and symbolizes the committment that soldiers have for one another and what the meaning of that brotherhood means to each and every one of them.
But in the height of Hurricane Irene to learn that the old guards continued their valiant watch even through the toughest weather to me speaks volumes and literally took my breath away and made my eyes water. I’m not exactly sure why I had this type of emotional reaction towards this action. Before my grandfather passed my wife and I took a trip to DC and one of the stops we were to make was to visit the Tomb of the Unknown soldier. That trip was cut short because my grandfather’s condition was rapidly worsening and if we didn’t head up to Pennsylvania we’d lose the chance to see him one last time before he passed. I know in my hearts heart that it was the right decision to make at the time, but nonetheless, the desire is still there to visit the Tomb in the near future. Another possibility to my reaction was that I know in my hearts heart that he would have been proud–proud to have been one and to know that the legacy of the old guard remains true and steadfast even in the face of natural disaster. Nothing short of commendable and nothing short of grateful for their sacrifice and the sacrifice of all those who have served before, now and going forward.
The future of Electric Vehicles–Consumer Ready?
0The main talk around the automotive industry is to move away from the traditional combustion engine and more towards hybrid (half combustion, half electric) or full on electric vehicles (EV). We see this all over the industry, whether it’s LG teaming up with GM to build more EV vehicles, or Ford and Toyota teaming up to work on new hybrid systems for Trucks—clearly the industry that’s relied on its foundations in the old Model T are looking to the present for answers to the crisis—people want more fuel efficient cars and cleaner running cars. I look back to our own decision to go with the Toyota Prius after our Mazda CX-7. We wanted to reduce our fuel consumption because gasing up the CX-7 each week was terrible and we wanted to put less CO2 and other emissions into the air. These choices are fueling more and more American’s and I would venture people in general around the globe to look inward at their own behaviors and then turn to their respective local automotive vendors to provide answers to meet those needs.
Whether or not which technology is best goes back to the speculation between Blu-Ray and HDDVD or Beta Max and VHS. That isn’t the purpose of this post to argue the merits of each technology. But what is at the core is how EV will fit into our everyday lives.
Let’s take a look at a typical scenario. You live in one city and your friends live in another. Let’s say that there’s some distance in between, for the sake of this argument I’ll take the distance between Joliet, IL and Sun Prairie, WI as this is a trip we make a few times a year. The distance between the two location is 167 miles, or roughly 2 and a half hours driving. I would say this is pretty much the extent of how far someone would be willing to drive in one day as 5 hours driving (2 and a half up and the same back home) is quite a long time. Let’s assume for the sake of this scenario that your EV can make the trip one way, but will require a charge to get back home.
In the current context this scenario is fairly easy to digest. You’ll top off your car before you leave. When you get to where your going, presumably you are going to maximize the time you have with the people you are visiting and therefore will park your car at their home and when your ready to leave you will get back into your car, realize that you need some gas, and drive to the local gas station to fill up before your return trip home. Alternatively you could pull the handle on the slot machine and start heading back home hoping you’ll make it or rest on the belief that between the two locations you’ll find a gas station to your liking (we prefer to only gas at BP stations, so this makes it more difficult for us to pull off the gambling option). Pretty straight forward.
Let’s look at the same situation, but only approach it from an EV standpoint. Now most EV are going to have a limited range to begin with, so most likely your going to initially charge it before your trip, but when you get to where you’re going, you are going to need to charge again. This is where things get tricky. As it stands there is yet a nationwide EV charging infrastructure. There are a lot of discussions around evolutions of charging stations that you would presumably see around parking lots, traditional gas stations and other area’s that your car parks for any period of time. But that still assumes that your car will be there for 30-60 minutes time. This is a stark comparison to today’s 3-5 minutes that you would typically spend filling your car with gas. But also many homes are being outfitted with home ports in their garage that allows for EV charging on a 240 volt circuit vs the traditional 120 volt circuit. Many new cars that are coming out are extended range EV, meaning that they have a backup system to allow for extended range using more traditional combustion engines. The Chevy Volt is an example of this, as is the 2012 Toyota Prius EV. But nonetheless, your car is going to take between 3-8 hours to charge depending on the volts. But we also now need to take into consideration that while you have guests over to your home and you have to accommodate them by feeding, housing and possibly entertaining them, we must also pay to charge their EV. All indications seem to suggest that off-peak rates and the draw of approximately 1-1.5 kilowatts of power. This will certainly not be a deal breaker for most people, but what happens in situations that you are having a party and you have multiple or tens or hundreds of guests? What do you do?
If we look at the future picture a bit closer, the practicality of EV on a large scale seems to be missing a serious logistic component to how do we make everyday occurrences a reality? Will parking lots across our nation have a charging port for every space? Will they be metered or free? If we think about how fast new technology is adopted we don’t have to look that far into our history. For example, television was a major technological advancement of the last century and was commercially available since the 1920’s and was widely available for most by the 1970’s, so 50 years for mass adoption. The internet was available back in the 1980’s and was widely adopted by 2009, so that evolution only took 20 years. The iPhone was released back in 2007 and arguably started the mass cultural smartphone revolution that only took a few years to become widely adopted]annote=”http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iphone”]. Clearly the evidence shows that the time it is taking us to adopt to new technology as we become more and more proficient in these changes is dramatically decreasing. It is safe to argue that while we may think that EV adoption will take 50+ years, that the reality is people will gravitate towards these technologies to meet their growing needs and concerns.
The outstanding issue still is logistics, how do you bring this new technology to the market without adaquate infrastructure to support it? I go back to smartphones, if we relied on the old aging CDMA/TDMA networks that provided our traditional mobile phone conversations and dial-up speeds, the evolution of smartphones would most likely not have happened as people would not see the benefit of having a device that was slow. The same would apply to EV—if the infrastructure to make everyday life driving decisions is not supported and requires special adaptation, then adoption will take much longer. For instance, would the internet have taken a foothold if every home had to be specially wired with a T1? It probably would have, but the adoption would have taken many more years.
There are several possibilities to addressing these EV logistical issues. For example, roads are fundamental throughout the United States. One possibility would be to retrofit the roads with charging tracks that when driven over would over time recharge a vehicle. In essence, then the car would be in perpetual charging modes while being driven. Charging stations need to be improved to dramatically reduce the time at the charger to bring the charge time down to < 30 minutes. Additionally batteries need to be dramatically improved to both hold better charges so you can drive longer distances between charges, but also not be as dramatically impacted by changes, such as weather. If we look at the driving distances in an EV between mild (normal) climates and cold (winter) climates, we have to wonder what kind of adoption EV will have in states and countries that see the vast part of their year in tundra-like conditions. I’m not arguing that combustion engines don’t also face degraded performance in winter conditions, but the wide availability of fuel and fundamentally easier to maintain engines make for an easy argument to say that combustion engines in those types of climates will still dominate people’s preferences.
Just like how FDR laid down a nationwide foundation to have an interstate highway system to address the growing need to be able to traverse our country by gas or diesel powered vehicles, we need a similar program to provide the interstate accessibility to EV powered vehicles. Taking on this initiative would demonstrate our commitment to this technology and how prepared we are to integrate that into our day to day lives, but also provided the needed infrastructure to allow every-day American’s accessibility to this technology.
ETL-Friendly Gobi Manchurian
0This dish was TASTY! I had to have my fix, but making it ETL was going to be tricky. I didn’t get a chance to take a photo tonight, but I’ll plate it and get a picture posted shortly.
EDIT: Picture for your consumption below!
I know what your going to say, but wait, this isn’t really gobi manchurian. Yes your right =(, but nonetheless, it would be impossible to make it ETL friendly and keep it pure.
| ETL-Friendly Gobi Manchurian |
- 1 Medium Onion (sliced and quartered)
- 2 Heaping Tsp Crushed Garlic
- 5-6 stalks Green Onion
- 1 Jalapeno Pepper
- 1/4 Cup Filtered Water
- 8oz Tomato Paste (the kind with no added salt)
- 2 Heaping Tbsp Hot Curry
- 1 Tsp Red Chili Powder
- 1 Tsp Chili Flakes
- 1 Head of Cauliflower
- 1 Tsp Olive Oil
- Fill up a pot with water up to the bottom of the vegetable steaming basket, and cut the florets off the head of cauliflower and place in the steamer basket. Cover and cook on high heat for approximately 6 minutes. You’ll want to check after 6 minutes to make sure you can easily put a fork into the florets.
- While the cauliflower is steaming, in another large pot, add the olive oil, onions, green onion, and garlic. Keep at medium-high and stir until onion are browned and soft.
- Add in the tomato paste and water and stir until the tomato paste is well mixed. You may need to add a bit more or less water depending on how things look. You want the mixture to be able to freely move but not watered down. Add in the curry, chili powder, and chili’s. Cook for another 3 minutes.
- Once the cauliflower is soft, cut the florets into smaller florets and add into a sauce pan on medium-high heat and lightly pan sear them. The idea here is to brown them a bit so make sure they move around. Add in a tablespoon of water if things start to stick, and cook until you get some color on the florets (shouldn’t take very long, a few minutes).
- Add the florets to the sauce pot and mix well. Cook for another 5 minutes stirring frequently. Add water by the tablespoons if things get dry, but again you want a firm consistency instead of something that looks fluid.
- Turn off heat and let it cool for a few minutes before serving. Enjoy!
Passion in World of Warcraft–a Powerful ally or Deadly foe
0It has been nearly a month since I cancelled my World of Warcraft subscription. And looking back I definitely agree with the decision without any regrets.
But in looking back at that decision, I can say that there has been a bit of resistance in staying away from WoW. Hmm, that’s kinda odd you say? Yes I would fully agree with you there. In fact the urge to go back and bubble up people who were dying or Wild Growth’ing the raid was so compelling it only reminded me of my former addiction to nicotine! Wait, WoW is being compared to drugs now!?
Yes and no. While I wouldn’t go out on the limb to openly admit WoW had the same addictive powers that a drug might have, there is indeed a chemical reaction to a game like WoW. For example, many smokers complain that it’s not the nicotine that is the hardest to lose, but in fact the behavioral act of having something in the shape of a cigarette in their hand or between their lips. In fact this habitually learned behavior is so strong, there are may substitutes that people use, i.e. straws, tooth picks, pencils/pens, etc, to continue the behavior and to curb the draw of the addiction. Is it so wrong to think that WoW is any different? For example, when you get into a raiding schedule, say 3 days a week, every week for 52 weeks, that’s got to firm those behavioral patterns in your brain. Or the daily grind of getting through your dailies, interacting with folks socially, quests, dungeons, and leveling? All of which I think make a pretty compelling argument that WoW, when played on a daily basis and for long periods of time, can mimmick addictive qualities that one would get from other widely acknowledged addictive substances or actions.
Now another possibility also exists. In a recent article on the Harvard Business Review, Why your Passion for Work Could Ruin Your Career, passion is drawn into focus as something that can either make or break your career. My first thought was that this was crazy! I’ve been taught and have learned over the years that passion is generally a good thing! In some instances passion could be a bad thing—for example if you are passionate about really good food, the negative effect could be that you get really obese as you are eating so much good food! But generally passion at work was the differentiator between an engaged worker and a worker with one foot out the door.
But in fact the article touches base on the notion that passion can be divided into two camps: harmonious passion and obsessive passion. Let’s break it out the behaviors a bit more so it can be compared:
Harmonious Passion – “… is associated with higher levels of physical health, psychological well-being, self-reported self-esteem, positive emotions, creativity, concentration, flow, work satisfaction, and increased congruence with other areas of one’s life.”
Obsessive Passion – “… display higher levels of negative affect over time and display more maladaptive behaviors. They report higher levels of negative affect during and after activity engagement; they can hardly ever stop thinking about their work, and they get quite frustrated when they are prevented from working. They also persist when it’s risky to do so (just like a pathological gambler). A reason for this is that their work forms a very large part of their self-concept. To protect their selves, they display more self-protective behaviors, such as aggression, especially when their identity is threatened. Those with obsessive passion also have a more negative image of themselves, being quicker to pair the word “unpleasant” with “self” than those showing lower levels of obsessive passion.”
Now to put it even further into focus, the article goes on to describe questions that one would ask to measure each:
Harmonious Passion – “Questionnaire items measuring harmonious passion include: “This activity reflects the qualities I like about myself”, “This activity is in harmony with the other activities in my life,” and “For me it is a passion that I still manage to control.””
Obsessive Passion – “Questionnaire items measuring obsessive passion include: “The urge is so strong. I can’t help myself from doing this activity,” “I am emotionally dependent on this activity,” and “My mood depends on me being able to do this activity.””
Take a good look. Which camp do you fall into and be honest with yourself! Looking back at myself circa early 2011, I would have to honestly say I fall into the obsessive passion camp. The reasons for this would be:
- Answering the question “the urge is so strong. I can’t help myself from doing this activity”, I found myself unable to go through a day without logging into the game. The draw was so strong in fact, I can remember going on vacation (vacation to Hawaii mind you!) and trying to play WoW over crappy internet just to get my daily fix.
- Answering the question “I am emotionally dependent on this activity”, I have to answer this as a big yes. The interpersonal relationships were the majority of the game and also the majority of the downfall. You find yourself seeking out those relationships as you are banding together to conquer new territory, zones, or encounters. Emotionally your 100% invested in the game and the community.
- Answering the question “My mood depends on me being able to do this activity”, I can recall several times where I became rather irritable and moody because I was not able to play that day or for that raid or whatever in-game because of stuff going on in real life.
Looking at the behaviors, I would list:
- “A reason for this is that their work forms a very large part of their self-concept”. This embodies what WoW brought to my life. I saw what I did in WoW defining part of who I was or am. When I couldn’t play, I saw that as a negative.
- I couldn’t stop thinking about WoW. In fact even now I find my mind wandering to strategies and tactics and scenarios and situations that have previously come up as if they were regrettable or could be done differently or won/lost a different way.
- Even when it meant getting into hot water at home, playing was thought of as first and foremost. Similar to the reference above to a gambler, regardless of the risks, the risks could always be outweighed by the gains.
- Dying in game is a hard thing to cope with! Yes you can do this multiple times, but you being to protect yourself from that unpleasantness by working harder and being better prepared for the next time or encounter.
Now if you played like me or even pushing that envelope further, you must have also found yourself answering these questions in the same way. When your raiding 3 days a week, and having to do your dailies and just the day to day maintenance within the game, it’s hard to think that your not spending any less than 20 hours per week in WoW. That’s a SUBSTANTIAL amount of time and it is not hard to realize how someone could fall into the obsessive passion camp. Just a little more, just a bit more gear, just another tweak of the talents, just another macro, just another ad infiniti.
By it’s very nature, these types of games or other activity that requires a pay-to-win strategy, can fall into the obsessive camp. For example, exercising is healthy, but when you push exercising from something that is done in moderation and harmony with the rest of your life, i.e. it compliments your life, and push that into the realm of finding yourself always having to exercise or becoming an exercise fanatic, then you’ve crossed the line of harmonious to obsessive.
Looking throughout the news, you will find articles such as this one from MSN In-Game, that talks about how Blizzard has lost 300k players this year bringing it’s total number of subscribers to 11.1 million. Now 300k doesn’t sound like a lot, but I would venture that the number will continue to drive down as more people burn out from the game. One could argue that burnout is a natural part of any process, activity, or behavior, but when we drive our passing into the harmonious passion path, it’s easy to see how the activity, in this case, WoW, would not result in overall burnout and perhaps instead your leaving because you want a new experience, or better graphics, or just an overall change in scenery.
Obsessive passion on the other hand, could be more excitedly brought to burnout because:
- “…was associated with higher conflict with other life takes and was unrelated to work satisfaction” If you are again being honest with yourself, as a WoW gamer, you must admit that to play in a guild that raids more than once a week, the amount of time you end up playing does affect your life in area’s that are not the game. Whether that’s because you prioritize WoW ahead of other tasks because they are just more fun, or because there’s a sense of obligation, your real life takes the backseat to your WoW life. What’s interesting is that in the article it indicated that whether or not you cut down on your hours, the effects between obsessive and harmonious held true. Those who have less conflict in real life have a higher degree of satisfaction.
I suppose you could argue that if WoW is all that you do in your life after work, then I would argue that even if there is no perceived conflict, you’ve created unperceived conflict by virtue of the fact that you’ve deprioritized everything else that you could be doing in your spare time in favor of WoW. There was a great quote from the article that touches base on this when looking at persistence. “It’s important to distinguish between flexible and rigid forms of persistence. Those with obsessive passion rigidly persist even when it’s no longer sensible to do so.” This one line is what I can go back to that to me can justify in ample reasoning the reason why I had to leave WoW. I saw that my passion was getting to a point where we had to win. We had to be fair, we had to make a difference, and we had to deliver on the expectations of the people who committed just as much time and effort to me. I believe had I continued to play it would have been done so beyond what was sensible to do so.
My main reason for this article was more of an introspective look at myself both then and now. But this does raise I believe a greater question, especially for those who are still playing or thinking about playing, what type of passion do you have and what kind of passion do those around you have? Looking back on things over the last month, I look at all of the interesting things that I’ve started to undertake along with the things that are on the horizon that are still out there yet to be discovered. We all need creative outlets to express ourselves, but as with anything, things have to be taken in moderation and understanding your passion and where that fits in things is vitally important. Both in the initial decision making process but also to remind yourself periodically to have a sanity check on where you are. Keep in mind though that we tend to be people who can find a way to justify anything. But if we are truly honest with ourselves, we can understand which camp we truly fit into and from that understand whether or not to make life altering choices to better harmonize oneself and their lives.
